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Finally, after four years and a few month, I'm able to go further, to let go of things, of things that used to make me happy - but during the past few years come to make me sad or upset. It's better this way. You can't turn back time. I dunno how often I have to experience that, until I finally UNDERSTAND it. But well, at my lowest points I always use to find... something... that gives me new hope, new love and new perspectives again.

I'll always be thankful for our Merlin-years. And I'll always look forward to visit our castle of dreams in Pierrefonds, France, or take the opportunity to meet one of our beloved cast members at a convention or something like that.

But tbh... I had no idea that my love for any kind of a series could possibly go deeper. But it DOES. And it was, again, my beloved Rogi37 who brought me to it. At least, she was the one who first mentioned it towards me. And out of curiosity I started to watch "The 100" and BOOM... I never loved another - or something like that... Wasn't that Arthur's words? ;) I'll always love the Arthurian Legend itself, or Arthur Pendragon for that matter. It's part of my inner self. Of my very soul. It was long before BBC's Merlin. And it will be, when this show will be forgotten. But "The 100"... inspires me in a very different, very... realistic kind of way. Although it's set in an alternative universe, it's a far more tangible story for me. The characters are very real with down to earth problems. There's no such thing as solely good, and no solely bad. Every figure has so many layers. That's what makes it so attractive for me. Not to mention Bob Morley's acting skills. His portrayal of Bellamy Blake completely and utterly captured me. It touches my heart in a way, a dorky Arthur Pendragon never could. Hard to say so, but the plain truth. The dorkiness... never appealed to me in the first place. That's what made the whole Merlin-adventure so hard for me to watch in the end. A King Arthur who's dorking around... Wth... (This excludes the BTS-material of course. I always LOVED our cast-dudes and their playfulness on set! This will never change.) But I love the... seriousness of "The 100". This makes it far more exciting for me.
And Bob Morley... completely owns my everything now. Can't help it. It was the first time, that I fell in love with someone/an actor for his skills first. And then, and very strongly, for his handsomeness. His freckles. His hairrrr. His lips... His... EVERYTHING... He's such an amazing actor and I'm constantly stunned by his skills. I never made that kind of experience before. Because... well... Some people are born with it, some not. And this is kind of a gift he has. I'm so happy he's decided to share it with us, to show it to us. Hope to see far more about him in future.

So now I'm looking forward to visit the Polaris-Con in Frankfurt in June this year. I'm so excited to meet my new lovelies! To say to Bobby, how much his acting inspires me! To draw again! To even write again! Never thought I could do this again tbh... I'm so salty... And I'm so thankful he exists...

Thanks to whomever, I'm kinda living and fangirling again. I'm happy. And hopefully, there will be more love for me in the future.

See ya, guys! :blowkiss: :wave:
  • Listening to: Music by The Raign
  • Reading: The Grisha-Trilogy
  • Watching: The 100 S4
  • Eating: Teriyaki noodles
  • Drinking: Latte

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Anne
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
Germany
“No one knows the real story of the great king Arthur of Camelot. And the evil sorceress, known as Morgan Le Fay.
Most of what you think you know, is nothing but lies.
I should know.
For I am Morgaine.”

M.Z.Bradley
“The mists of Avalon"

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Current Residence: Germany
Favourite genre of music: Rock, Folk and many more
Favourite photographer: Daniela Stark^^
Favourite style of art: Graphite/Pencil

on tumblr: pendragaryen.tumblr.com/ and mistresspendragon.tumblr.com/
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Finally, after four years and a few month, I'm able to go further, to let go of things, of things that used to make me happy - but during the past few years come to make me sad or upset. It's better this way. You can't turn back time. I dunno how often I have to experience that, until I finally UNDERSTAND it. But well, at my lowest points I always use to find... something... that gives me new hope, new love and new perspectives again.

I'll always be thankful for our Merlin-years. And I'll always look forward to visit our castle of dreams in Pierrefonds, France, or take the opportunity to meet one of our beloved cast members at a convention or something like that.

But tbh... I had no idea that my love for any kind of a series could possibly go deeper. But it DOES. And it was, again, my beloved Rogi37 who brought me to it. At least, she was the one who first mentioned it towards me. And out of curiosity I started to watch "The 100" and BOOM... I never loved another - or something like that... Wasn't that Arthur's words? ;) I'll always love the Arthurian Legend itself, or Arthur Pendragon for that matter. It's part of my inner self. Of my very soul. It was long before BBC's Merlin. And it will be, when this show will be forgotten. But "The 100"... inspires me in a very different, very... realistic kind of way. Although it's set in an alternative universe, it's a far more tangible story for me. The characters are very real with down to earth problems. There's no such thing as solely good, and no solely bad. Every figure has so many layers. That's what makes it so attractive for me. Not to mention Bob Morley's acting skills. His portrayal of Bellamy Blake completely and utterly captured me. It touches my heart in a way, a dorky Arthur Pendragon never could. Hard to say so, but the plain truth. The dorkiness... never appealed to me in the first place. That's what made the whole Merlin-adventure so hard for me to watch in the end. A King Arthur who's dorking around... Wth... (This excludes the BTS-material of course. I always LOVED our cast-dudes and their playfulness on set! This will never change.) But I love the... seriousness of "The 100". This makes it far more exciting for me.
And Bob Morley... completely owns my everything now. Can't help it. It was the first time, that I fell in love with someone/an actor for his skills first. And then, and very strongly, for his handsomeness. His freckles. His hairrrr. His lips... His... EVERYTHING... He's such an amazing actor and I'm constantly stunned by his skills. I never made that kind of experience before. Because... well... Some people are born with it, some not. And this is kind of a gift he has. I'm so happy he's decided to share it with us, to show it to us. Hope to see far more about him in future.

So now I'm looking forward to visit the Polaris-Con in Frankfurt in June this year. I'm so excited to meet my new lovelies! To say to Bobby, how much his acting inspires me! To draw again! To even write again! Never thought I could do this again tbh... I'm so salty... And I'm so thankful he exists...

Thanks to whomever, I'm kinda living and fangirling again. I'm happy. And hopefully, there will be more love for me in the future.

See ya, guys! :blowkiss: :wave:
  • Listening to: Music by The Raign
  • Reading: The Grisha-Trilogy
  • Watching: The 100 S4
  • Eating: Teriyaki noodles
  • Drinking: Latte
Bellamy Blake
My past has tasted bitter for years now
So I weild an iron fist
Grace is just weakness
Or so I've been told.
I've been cold, I've been merciless
But the blood on my hands scares me to death
Maybe I'm waking up today

I'll be good, I'll be good
And I'll love the world, like I should
I'll be good, I'll be good

For all of the light that I shut out
For all of the innocent things that I've doubt
For all of the bruises that I've caused and the tears
For all of the things that I've done all these years
For all the sparks that I've stomped out
For all of the perfect things that I doubt

I'll be good, I'll be good
And I'll love the world, like I should
I'll be good, I'll be good
For all of the times I never could

For all of the times I never could...

J. Young


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"I don't know what I believe anymore.
I just know I have to live with what I've done."



Atlas. Carrying the world on his shoulders. That's what he reminds me of, whenever I think of that quote. Bellamy Blake, who's done so many wrong things, so many bad things. The blood on his hands will always haunt him. The faces of the people he'd killed. In his nightmares they'll speak to him, they cry out his name. He's done what he thought was the best for his people. But by doing so, he killed a part of himself. He knows he has to live with it now. But I hope he'll find the strength to forgive himself one day. He's so broken. And yet still so strong if needed. Always there for the ones he loves. I'm salty. This character, this man, never fails to bring me to the verge of tears. Bob Morley's portray of him touches my very soul. I'm shattered. He's brilliant. Nothing less. And that's why I had to draw another portrait of Bellamy. Season 3 broke me in a way. I hope, the new season can fix this somehow. Haha... Who am I kidding.......... Whatever.

I hope you like that piece. I think I'll take this one with me to Polaris-Con in June. As a gift for Bobby. And the other portrait I've created I want to have signed by him, if possible. Omg... I hope that it IS possible. ;)

Have a sweet sunday, lovelies!

Morgaine

Average time for the drawing: 15 hrs (3-4 for the hair...)
Size: DIN A3
Listened to: My own T100-soundtrack and the audio book "Inferno" by Dan Brown
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Bellamy - Bobby

"Who we are, and who we need to be to survive are very different things."


It's not easy being in charge, is it?


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There's hardly another series that captured me so utterly and completely as The 100 did. It's the same strong feeling (or should I say FLASH) as it was with BBC's Merlin for me. But where that interpretation of the Arthurian Legend ripped my heart into pieces for certain reasons (ruining my all time favourite fictional character in so many ways I can't even count... BOTH of my fave fictional characters tbh...) The 100 just makes so much FUN to watch! There are so many good feelings, so many beautiful things to discover, so many relationships to cherish, so many peeps with so many emotional layers to love! And most and for all... I fell in love with Bellamy, played by the outstandingly talented actor Bob Morley... (I've seen it in other shows, he's simply brilliant...)

Maybe it's just the part of myself, who desperately wanted to adore something/someone COMPLETELY different from that golden King Arthur, I'll always hold dear. And there he was, that tall, dark stranger, that tortured soul who permanently makes the wrong decisions, who regrets and fights for the ones he loves. That asshole, who robbed my heart in the first place, who then turns out to be a great leader - but simply human all in all. I love that. I love him! There was this moment, when the dropship arrived at earth and Octavia, his sister, took the first step out into the wild, screaming of joy. That little particular moment Bellamy looked at her and then SMILED OVER HIS DAMN WHOLE PRECIOUS FACE like an idiot. And that was it. From that moment on... I was lost. Completely. Utterly. Like I said...

And then I watched all these bts/convention-things out there about this lovely, ador(k)able cast, and fell in love even more. How can anyone NOT love this cast? Or Bobby, for that matter? I can't understand people who harass and offend him. He's talented, smart and charming to everyone. He's beautiful. And I admit it: I'm insanely in love with his freckles. ;) :wave: :blowkiss:

But that's not the point here. What made me draw him was that... that gratefulness that I'm feeling. Bc he SAVED me. He saved me in every way possible. I was in... kind of an hiatus with certain feelings which used to fill me. Again. I missed it. And I didn't even know. I didn't want to see it. And there he was... crushing down the walls I've built around my inner self. I never thought I could feel this way anymore. BBC's Merlin, which on one hand I'll always love, mostly bc of the once in a lifetime experiences in France and bc of all the beautiful things we're still enjoying of it (conventions), and mostly bc it brought me back to the Arthurian Legend itself, that lovely little series killed me in a way on the other hand. Because of that ending the writers gave us. Bc of what they did to Arthur (and Morgana). Simple as that. So... there will also always be these sad and angry feelings, I connect with it. I am truly sorry for this, but it's the plain truth. It was time for something new. Something else. I never lose what I love. And I'll never let go. But I am SO THANKFUL for the joy I'm feeling now! Thanks to The 100! Thanks to Bobby/Bell! I was SO READY for this! And I didn't even know! Haha... omg... :happybounce: :squee: :love: :dance:

So, a portrait of this beloved character was just a thing I HAD to do. It was the right time to make it. And here I go. I hope you like it. :blush: It's been a while, guys. But I'm kinda back, I think. ;) :blowkiss:

Happy birthday to me, btw. Yes I'm a little witch. ;)))
 
HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYONE! :pumpkin:
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melodiousglenndog Featured By Owner Oct 31, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
Happy Birthday Anne!!! Hope you have a great day!!! Happy Birthday (3) Happy Birthday (2) 
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Happy early Birthday! :wave:  :hug:
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Happy birthday!
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Happy Birthday
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melodiousglenndog Featured By Owner Oct 29, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Happy Early Birthday Anne!! Hope you have a great day!! Airborne Airborne 
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